真的真的很难受, 很痛。真希望这一刻, 这一时, 我永远不存在。
Give me a chance to hear me out, to hear you out, to solve things out. Please. Please. Please.
Why. Why am I never appreciated by others. Why all my effort, letting go all my ego never seems to be recognized. Why, why won’t you forgive me, not even once. Why am I nothing you. Why, I’m trying so hard, so hard, I can’t live without you and you never seems to understand. Why, why won’t you give me one last fucking chance. Why won’t you listen out to me.
Why am I so fucking unworthy in your eyes. Why am I nothing to everyone. Why am I so unimportant to you. Why my best, my wrongs, my mistake, my effort to change never seems to be appreciated. Why.
If I take this one last walk down this path, will I be important to you?